Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Sunday Night Was a Blast

He texted me and said he would see me after his meeting was over.

At about 9pm he shows up. I run out to his car and got in. Now I am still nervous, ok very nervous.

For those of you who forgot from the last post. He is 28 years old and 5'10" tall, black hair but his head is shaved, brown eyes, a six pack, muscles every where, and 6 tattoos, he looks like a thug.

We played 9 games and I won 5 of those games. I think I would have won at least 2 more if he hadn't taken off his shirt, he was wearing a wife beater t-shirt, it showed every muscle.

We drank, laughed, and well had a great time. He drove us back to my house, I invited him, and damn it wouldn't you know it, I fucking chickened out on asking if wanted a blow job. He had me so turned on too.

I am going to have a second chance at it, I asked him out on Thursday. I hope I get up the nerve to ask him to blow him.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Employee of the Month

Nope I did not get it, what I got was transferred out of my store and put into another. And that is a great thing. I enjoy my new store and the new crew that I get to work with.

Employee of the Month

This goes to a friend from my last store.

He transferred from a store from up north, he had been in our store a little over 3 months when I was up rooted. He moved back down to South Florida to move in with his parents.

The first time I met him, I liked him, he is cute, 5'10" tall, shaved head, 6 pack, great smile etc. but you can tell he is Straight. His first day, I made sure that he knew I was gay. He was at the register and a girl that works there was standing within ear shot of him. I went up to her and told her in graphic details what happened to me the night before. (I left the sex part out). He just laughed.

We had become pretty close by the end of the three months, Not in a gay way, just good friend at work.

Minding My Own Business

So now I am in my new store minding my own business, and out of the blue he text me. "what are you doing after work on Sunday?" I replied - nothing He replied again "want to go shoot pool? My heart skipped a beat. I told him sure would love to.

By Thursday I had caught a nasty cold and did not feel well enough to even go, I text him and told him I couldnt go.

Fucking a Girl

So on Friday night of this week I text him, what are you doing? he said "Fucking a girl" he was texting me what position he was in etc. I just lol at him. Then he said, this girl can suck a basketball threw a straw. I decided to be bold at this time. I replied so can I and I swallow too. It took about 20 minutes for a reply and he said " The key to happiness" This was not the reply I was expecting to get from him. I expected something like "fuck off".

I guess my balls swelled up cause then I asked him out after work on Sunday. He agreed, and we are going out this sunday night to a gay sports bar. He knows what it is, he knows the town I live in is all gay.


Ok, so this guy has got me so puzzled, I mean the question I keep asking myself is "is he straight or not?" I so want to make a move on him, but what if he is really trying to be a friend or does he really want more? Omg this is driving me nuts. I talked to my friend down here, she is actually my General Manager at my new store. I told her the whole story. She said "that boy aint gay" I said to her "well maybe he just want to meet friends here since he had to move down. She said "NO" he grew up here, he has lots of friends here. So now I am back asking myself is he straight or not? ugh.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Looking but not finding

I dont understand why with so many people out there, that there is not one that I truly like. I meet guys all the time, but for one reason or another they just dont fit in with me.

I dont want to date a guy that is older than me, cause they are mostly set in their ways. They already have their routine, and it doesnt include me.

I am young at heart. I fit in better with the younger crowed. I dont know why, other than I dont look my age. And I still play video games.

I dont like crowds of people, and most wants to go out to a bar, or movies, or things like that. I tend to stay home.

So what do I want?

A guy that is smart.
A guy that is funny.
A guy that is shorter than me.
A guy with brown or black hair.
A guy that is uncut.
A guy that is a little freaky in bed.
A guy that is loving.
A guy that is honest.
A guy that will surprise me at work.
A guy that has a killer smile.
A guy that is not overweight.
A guy that likes to have fun.
A guy that knows how to control his anger.
A guy that knows how to cook something other than pizza.
A guy that has a job.
A guy that has his own car.
A guy that likes to cuddle.
A guy that cares about others.

Yep that about sums it up.